I ordered these professional make up brushes the other day in a set for about 30 bucks. They were originally $50, but a got them discounted thanks to a professional freelance make up artist named Kandee Johnson. Not that anyone reads my boring blog, but here's her page for information on the brushes: http://kandeethemakeupartist.blogspot.com/2010/12/make-up-brushes-for-everyone.html

Lunar eclipse tonight!

Sweat. Heavy breathing. Trembling hands. Pounding heartbeat. Paralysis. Muscles tingling. Vision fading in and out. Unbearable pain; the horrific, intense pain.

I did not even fathom what was possibly occurring. Just another bad month? No.

It was far worse than any pain I had experienced in my lifetime. I cannot ever forget.

I didn't know how to react after I realized what had happened. My bundle of mixed emotions cluttered my tired mind. I'm still holding on to it in the back of my head wondering "what if" and thinking how unhealthily did I treat my body? Sorry I didn't have ability to sustain and nurture properly, my potential progeny.

But it was as if nature knew I wasn't ready. Not like this, not now.